Ok so I just received a call from URC saying that they wanted to interview me for an executive assistant position for the General Manager of the snack foods division. Good timing! Wow! (sarcasm, sarcasm) I was like waiting for their call around the last week of May. It took them several months before they called me up. And now that I have a job and a contract at Ibank they want me to show up on monday at 9am for an interview. hmmm... I was given already a short (sermon) discussion by my BM about leaves. To go or not to go.

Damn straight@! I wanna go! But then, I have a job already and I can't afford to have absences again lest I want my uber low, minimum to the hilt, pretending to be high, a poor excuse for a salary to be deducted. Sheeesh. Their timing is sooo bad and they have the panache to say that they'd be giving me a way better job than here at the bank. Maybe they would give me a better job. Would I like it? I dunno. Hell, my choices lately have been bad. I took a job that I thought (note: thought) that I would love but which now hinders my growth. I feel like a total loser, useless, and undermined. I can't motivate myself to do my job. Why? I have no idea. The people here are nice, it's just that I can't find that connection (like in a bf/gf relationship) and that vibe that would make me click together with them. The job is OK but my heart is not in it. I basically do a Garfield where I say I HATE MONDAYS coz I have to drag my feet to work again. I just don't know what is wrong with me. I mean, I've done this kind of work during college and I was a damn good marketer! But now, I'm far from mediocre. I'm a loser. My enthusiasm, my love for selling, my love for talking suddenly was gone.

Anyway, I have to think of something so that I can go to this interview thingie on monday. Btw, I also have another interview on Wednesday with Green Cross for product assistant. But then, they're based in Ayala Alabang. I have no means of going there. I'll cancel it then apologize for not being able to attend. I'll make up an excuse. I'm (sadly) good at making excuses naman. Sh*t!

On a happier note, I HAVE A LICENSE TO DRIVE NA! whoopee! Happy happy joy joy! After waiting in line for such a long time at LTO yesterday, FINALLY they gave me my license. hurrah! And oh yeah we will be having this pool party either this weekend or next weekend and we will be wasting ourselves. I miss my buddies, I miss the Patay Gluttons, I miss everyone who is not employed right now.
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On another note, I never knew I was crushable. Someone admires me in a clean, nice way. Whoever you are mister who admires me... THANK YOU! :) It's quite flattering. :)

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Memo to self: Think positive. Think like the rich to create ideas that will make you rich. Try working harder at loving your work. PRAY. PRAY that Unilab will offer you a huge salary and great benefits so that you can resign. lol.