I just came from this really cool party held at THE BASEMENT at LIBIS. GOD! I braved the storm and the winds and the lack of transportation just to get to that event! There was this fashion show from Nafnaf and Unica Hija. Of course being the forever designated photographer for my beautiful friends (talk about being a stage friend) I was up to the task of documenting their every pretty move. The ERG drinks and Jägermeister stuff was over flowing. Beautiful bodies swinging in the dance floor while the storm is raging outside. People having fun, bonding, and not thinking about tomorrow for just this rainy night...
It just seems like earlier I was in this uber angry-bad-world-is-on-my-shoulders-being-the-old-grumpy-me mood. I really hated waiting and I really hate to be late as well so when my buds were quite late is was a bit miffed. What made me even miffed was I had to shell out a couple of bucks for cabs and starbucks coffee because I've been waiting for them for quite a while and the guard was eyeing me in those you're-just-hanging-out-here-and-you-are-not-buying-anything look. Oh well... TOTAL RESPONSIBILITY taught me that I am the only one creating THE problem... if it's beyond my control, it's beyong my control. It was raining.. it's traffic, of course they'd be late. DUH!
Anyway, as I look at the people who were dancing I have this voice inside me saying "DANCE! DANCE! STRUT YER STUFF BABY!" but no... everytime I'm with my group I seem to transform into this nerdy person once again, as if I'm not part of the crowd. Pathetic... I spend the entire evening conversing with a potential bank client while the rest of my minions shake their gluteous maximus. grrrr...
So I just downed several Jägermeister.. got a cute blinker and a lighter and wished I wouldn't get an allergic reaction tomorrow (FYI, I'm allergic to certain alcoholic beverages.. I get really bloated and puffy all over like the Michelin Man).
I left the party with Lester and got home alone. No hunny to be with coz he's probably at home sleeping. I feel guilty not bringing him to the party, but then it was a last minute decision for me to go to the party. Besides, it's raining like hell and he doesn't have a car anymore so there wouldn't be a means for him to go home much less give me a ride home. If ever he reads this... sorry snuggle bunny!
I stink of smoke still... I have to really wash myself really good tomorrow morning. All those smokers are polluting the air inside the bar (it's not a bar if there's no smoking area much like the saying a kiss isn't a kiss without some tongue) OK! enough said. I'm beginning to feel an itch. Let's go allergic reaction! WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!